我要放肆地流很多眼淚，然後，填平它，踩過去。

“Dearest, 
　　I feel certain, that I'm going mad again. 
　　I think we can't go through another of these terrible times and I shan't recover this time. 
　　I begin to hear voices and can't concentrate. 
　　So I'm doing what seems the best thing to do. 
　　You have given me the greatest possible happiness. 
　　You have been in every way all that anyone could be. 
　　I know that I'm spoiling your life and without me you could work and you will. 
　　I know. 
　　You see I can't even write this properly. 
　　 
　　What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you. 
　　You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. 
　　Everything is gone for me, but the certainty of your goodness. 
　　I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. 
　　I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. 
　　Virignia. ”

我要堅定自己對生活對未來有無限勇氣，我要堅信從來不說出口不代表不存在。

我要堅信不強求也不輕盈，只是一直忍耐焠鍊的姿態。

Charlotte, 你永远不能靠逃避生活的愿望来寻求平静。