{ Dolce Vita }

所謂慘綠青年

當世事再無完美

long time no see.

我們要自知

寫在春天結束前的幾句牢騷。

心情低谷的時候，把“時時刻刻”翻出來放很多遍，只是Meryl Streep和Nicole的部份。把劇本也下載了下來自己念著。

我要放肆地流很多眼淚，然後，填平它，踩過去。

“Dearest, 
　　I feel certain, that I'm going mad again. 
　　I think we can't go through another of these terrible times and I shan't recover this time. 
　　I begin to hear voices and can't concentrate. 
　　So I'm doing what seems the best thing to do. 
　　You have given me the greatest possible happiness. 
　　You have been in every way all that anyone could be. 
　　I know that I'm spoiling your life and without me you could work and you will. 
　　I know. 
　　You see I can't even write this properly. 
　　 
　　What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you. 
　　You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. 
　　Everything is gone for me, but the certainty of your goodness. 
　　I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. 
　　I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. 
　　Virignia. ”

我要堅定自己對生活對未來有無限勇氣，我要堅信從來不說出口不代表不存在。

我要堅信不強求也不輕盈，只是一直忍耐焠鍊的姿態。

Charlotte, 你永远不能靠逃避生活的愿望来寻求平静。

一直都知道

甚麼甚麼都不算甚麼

trivial pursuit starts.

again.

說出來就貶值，寫出來就掉色。

                     －－－－－－nini

liar is everywhere.

生活琐碎贵在平实

剪短了头发 迟早得交代

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